It’s not enough for me to have the desire and talent needed. One needs a good amount of capital, which I do not have; though I have the means or the opportunity to BORROW the monies needed.
Also it requires the mental ability to stay positive. Be able to work on challenges that seem impossible to accomplish before, during, and after they occur. Because of my personal reasons, I don’t see myself entering into this beautiful field again. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not giving up on my dreams. My dreams are just on hold for the time being. Presently, I feel more comfortable with no business, because at least I won’t gain or lose anything. As it stands now, Flowers by Mother Nature is a fictitious business. This business does not exist.
This website just shows a small taste of my talents and my abilities. Through the grace of G-d, I feel confident that my dreams have a good chance to become reality again. I believe the Lord has taken care of me well so far. As of this writing, I am 62 years old and feel highly blessed. I am still young so whatever the Lord has in store for me, I’m sure it is meant to be. I believe in no coincidences.
As I add more details or information about my journey of life; I am beginning to realize perhaps I have other desires besides being in the floral world. I’m beginning to realize and it just struck me at age 62 that I have a desire to become president. I don’t know how to get there, and I know it’s not going to be easy, though I feel the Lord has shifted my desire to become a florist to other areas. Again, hopefully the Lord will lead me (to greener pastures). I must admit for now, my newly form desires might not be truly felt and the adversary is just trying to enter confusion to my thoughts/brain.
I hate to say this…, but the feelings of humankind are messed up. I have experienced through my time on Earth that the majority of humans don’t have or are not willing to pay the price for beautiful flowers. Furthermore, I do not only want to cater to the elites of this world. Thus, I am out of it for now. I am sorry, Lord. Please forgive me. Please, let me be wrong for once. I am good with being wrong. O’ Lord, “Thou hast always been my strength. I love you so.”
As one is in tune with the Lord, one can receive the Holy Spirit and revelations. I have been blessed with numerous revelations and encounters. One such revelation that I would love to share to my readers is that it is no coincidence that the U.S. and the world in general is experiencing a downturn economically speaking. I feel and the Holy Spirit has confirmed to me numerous times; that unless, we the people, change our ways and begin to seek, correctly understand and apply the Lord’s gospel we will continue seeing such downturns and other calamities.
Again, don’t get me wrong. I am an optimist and believe at the end of this era, our Lord will intervene us (the world) mankind/humankind. Yes at the very end, I believe in the Second Coming; and all will be “Jim Dandy”.
I leave you with this…The Lord loves me and you very much, and I love him and all his people. I say these things, in the mighty and loving name of Jesus Christ.
Forever Amen.